
"The greater part of human pain is unnecessary. It is self-created as long as the unobserved mind runs our life. The pain that you create now is always some form of nonacceptance, some form of unconscious resistance to what is." ECKHART TOLLE – Gilda Radner
Saturday, November 7, 2009

Sunday, October 11, 2009
Uncle Jay
Happy Anniversary
We love you,
Danny & Debbie Guevin
I Carry Your Heart
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart.
I am never without it.
Anywhere you go, I go, My Dear.
And whatever is done by only me is your doing,
My Darling I fear no fate, for you are my fate, My Sweet.
I want no world, for Beautiful, you are my world,
My true. Here is the deepest secret no one knows,
Here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky whick we call life.
Whick grows higher than the soul can hope, or mind can hide, Is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.
I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
In Memoriam
She Said, He Said
Saturday, July 4, 2009
We Are Saved By The Final Form
Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,Therefore, we are saved by hope.Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;Therefore, we are saved by faith.Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.Therefore, we are saved by love.No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can;and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful worldas it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things rightif I surrender to His Will;That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with HimForever in the next.Amen.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
In The Blink Of An Eye

"I'll be rite there"
It felt like infinity as I drove the mile and a half to get to her home where I found her alive but barily coherent, this beautiful child of mine I had left just a few hours earlier. We had an almost perfect day. I love her so much...
I knew she needed help beyond what I could offer her, but first we needed to make sure the children were out of the house and safe.
I never knew the pain I would feel in the next few hours, the hateful words, the grabbing, the kicking, my body hurts all over from it, I finally got her to DETOX but not without a fight, I will never forget the feeling of leaving her there. Oh My GOD how she hates me rite now. I love her so much...
I haven't heard from her today, I really didn't expect that I would, but I hoped, I prayed. Throughout the day my Beautiful innocent Granddaughter would say "I miss my Mommy" "When can we go home"
There has to be a rainbow at the end of her rainstrom. She is so beautiful. I love her...
Life's Realities
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Once Upon A Time
Joyce Ann (Mares) Archuleta, Carol Ann (Mares) Archer, Gilbert Lawerence Mares, Me & My baby brother, Richard Demetro Mares.
I grew up in Trinidad, CO that is where my baby brother was born.
I went to Eckhart Elementry School in Kindergarden, 3rd & 4th Grand, I attended East Street Elementry School in 1st & 2nd grade. I attended 5ht & 6th grade at I think it was called Rice Middle School. Attended Trinidad Junior High School & Graduated in 1982 From Trinidad High School. I recieved an Associates Degree in Early Childhood Education from Trinidad State Junior College in 1984.
My parents divorced when I was I think about 8 years old. I will never forget the day he left...
When I was 10 my Mother (God rest her soul) went through as I remember a pretty intense alcohol treatment & she did it! She once recovered never took another drink in her life.
She raised the 5 of us the best she could.
I became a Mother at the age of 15, 5 days before my 16th birthday, My life was forever changed. I named my Son Edward Lawerence Mares & Oh how I loved my new baby! My song to my Son Edward...