Saturday, November 7, 2009


Shawn David Miller December 30, 1974 - October 29, 2009 Shawn David Miller passed away unexpectedly on October 29, 2009. He was 34 years old. He was born to parents, Jim and Sarah Miller, in Grand Junction, CO, on December 30, 1974. Shawn grew up in the Palisade area and attended Taylor Elementary and Mount Garfield Middle Schools. He attended Palisade High School where he lettered in soccer, basketball, and baseball and graduated in 1993 as one of three Valedictorians. While attending high school, he also achieved the rank of Eagle Scout in 1991. Shawn attended Mesa State College and started his future career there as a student athletic trainer. He later graduated Cum Laude with a Bachelor's Degree in Human Performance and Wellness in 1998. He was a four-year letterman at Mesa State and had the highest GPA in Athletic Training in 1998. He worked in the Grand Junction area for several years after graduation. He later passed NATA certification requirements to become an athletic trainer in 2001 and was hired by Saint Mary's Hospital in July of 2001. Shawn assisted patients with their physical therapy at the Life Center and worked as the athletic trainer for Grand Junction Central and Palisade High Schools. He also worked many of the Mesa State College athletic events, the JUCO World Series and assisted with other athletic events such as the Special Olympics. Shawn loved to play recreational coed softball and men's league soccer as well as bowling, golfing, and fly-fishing with his friends. He enjoyed helping with the family orchard on the Redlands and was an excellent pruner and fruit picker. He especially liked to see the orchard after it was worked up in the spring. Shawn also enjoyed visiting the family relatives in Nebraska. He was an avid fan of the Nebraska Cornhuskers and especially liked attending the annual college football game between the Cornhuskers and Colorado Buffalos. Shawn's true passion was taking care of the athletes placed in his care and even made himself available during his days off to help anyone in need of medical assistance. He was very generous and would often buy equipment with money out of his own pocket for athletes that could not afford it on their own. If you were out with Shawn, people would greet and talk to him no matter where you were. He was always striving to become a better athletic trainer and spoke highly of his fellow workers at the Life Center. Shawn was a caring family man and thought the world of his nieces and nephew. He enjoyed getting together with his family, whether it be for a picnic, supper or breakfast. He knew how to make a "mean yet fluffy" Belgian waffle. Shawn touched the lives of a great multitude of people and will be greatly missed by his family and friends. Shawn is survived by his parents, Jim and Sarah Miller of Palisade, CO; his sister, Melody Miller of Montrose, CO, and his brother, Frederick (Kim) Miller; two nieces, Kiawa Miller and Sierra McQuiston, and nephew, Dymilo Miller of Grand Junction, CO. Shawn is also survived by a large number of aunts, uncles and cousins throughout Colorado and Nebraska. Memorial services will be held on Sunday, November 8, 2009, at 2:00 p.m. in the Palisade High School Auditorium. Memorial contributions in lieu of flowers may be made to St. Mary's Foundation - Athletic Training Program - Shawn Miller Fund, P. O. Box 1628, Grand Junction, CO, 81502. Arrangements entrusted to Snell-McLean Funeral Home.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Uncle Jay

In Memory Of
John Edward Orris, Sr.
Born into Life September 2, 1937
Called into Eternal Life October 3, 2009
John Edward Orris Sr. died Saturday, Oct. 3, 2009, in Durango, CO. He was 72
Mr. Orris was born Sept. 2, 1937, in East Millsboro, PA, the son of Joseph C. Orris and Anna Christina Lilley. After graduation from Brownsville High School in Pennsylvania, Mr. Orris served four years in the Air Force. On Oct. 3, 1959, Mr. Orris and Carmen Guevin were married at St. Anthony's Church in Manchester, NH
Mr. Orris was employed by New England Telephone & Telegraph Telephone Co. from 1968 to 1973, when the family moved to Meeker, CO. Mr. Orris transferred to Mountain Bell and worked there until 1985, after whick he did private contracting for various companies.
The Orris'es moved to Durango in 2005 to be close to their children and grandchildren. Mr Orris enjoyed traveling and spending time with his family and was a member of St. Columba Catholic Church.
He was preceded in death by five brothers and his parents.
He is survived by his wife Carmen Orris; Son John Orris Jr; and daughter Amy Orris all of Durango; Son Joseph Orris of Cortez; Sisters Pauline Lzett, of Brownsville, and Ann Miekle, of Monongahela, PA; six grandchildren; and one great grandchild; and many nephews and nieces.
Good Bye Uncle Jay, you will be missed:
Forever In Our Hearts...
Danny & Debbie Guevin
God hath not promised
Skies always blue
Flower-strewn pathways
all our lives through;
God hath not promised
sun without rain
Joy without sorrow,
peace without pain.
But God hath promised
strength for the day,
Rest for the labor,
light for the way,
Grace for the trails,
help from above,
Unfailing sympathy,
undying love...

Happy Anniversary

Saturday, October 3, 2009
Happy "50" year Anniversary
Uncle Jay & Aunt Carmen
We love you,
Danny & Debbie Guevin

I Carry Your Heart

I carry your heart with me

I carry it in my heart.

I am never without it.

Anywhere you go, I go, My Dear.

And whatever is done by only me is your doing,

My Darling I fear no fate, for you are my fate, My Sweet.

I want no world, for Beautiful, you are my world,

My true. Here is the deepest secret no one knows,

Here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky whick we call life.

Whick grows higher than the soul can hope, or mind can hide, Is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.

I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

In Memoriam

Gilbert Lawerence Mares
Born: Nov. 2, 1960-Died: July 9, 1990
Age 29
In Loving Memory of Gilbert Lawerence Mares, Who passed away 19 years ago July 9, 1990.
God saw he was getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around Him
And whispered "Come with Me"
With tearful eyes we watched him suffer
And fade away.
Although we loved Him dearly,
We could not make Him stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands to rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
Sadly missed by Your Sister Debra Ann Mares Guevin @-->--

She Said, He Said

She Said: I just left from visiting Amree! OMG she is sooooo Beautiful!!
He Said: Amrie...
She Said: Oops :-) how's work?
He Said: It sucks...
She Said: Oh. Oh
She Said: Are you pissed at me?
He Said: Not really why..?
She Said: I just felt like you were. So what do you mean not really?
She Said: Do you not want me at your house? You can be honest with me
He Said: Wow! Where is all this coming from..? If that was the case you would be the first to
know...
She Said: I'm going to be stright up I was just told that you said the only time I want to stay with you is when I'm drinking:`-( did you tell ANYONE that?
He Said: And i'm gonna be straight up with you...Your at the house for an hour at the most before you take off, it like i'm a little kid all over again
He Said: And if thats how its gonna be, then i'm sure (steven) will let you stay there...
He Said:You say that you wanna see me and my kids, but come on be real (straight up) you don't like being around, and thats ok i have my own shit To worry about...My family means the world to me and just has its been for the past 30 years i'm doing fine without you...
He Said: Also, tell whoever told you that shit to mind there own F_ _ _ _ _ bizz cause i'm a grown a_ _ man and can handle my own shit...
He Said: Why no answer, is that the solution to problems between me and you (ignore) the whole thing.. Or just give your (problems) away...
She Said: "I could not text back, I could not stop the tears that were coming down like a waterfall. I didn't want to say ANY words out of the extream PAIN I was feeling deep in my soul words that I would NEVER be able to take back, words that would have been spoken out of hurt & anger."
"There is so much you will NEVER know, so much you will NEVER understand, But in the end all that matters is I LOVE YOU!
MoM~
He Said: Whats to understand, you did what you wanted and thats that...
She Said: 30 yrs ago...

Saturday, July 4, 2009

We Are Saved By The Final Form


Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,Therefore, we are saved by hope.Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;Therefore, we are saved by faith.Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.Therefore, we are saved by love.No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.

YoU


You can choose your ACTIONS, but you can't choose your CONSEQUENCES!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

The Serenity Prayer


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can;and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful worldas it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things rightif I surrender to His Will;That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with HimForever in the next.Amen.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

In The Blink Of An Eye

How could it have gone so wrong so fast? Sometime after midnight I got the call, Her innocent Beautiful Daughter of 4 found her half naked passed out on the bathroom floor.
"I'll be rite there"
It felt like infinity as I drove the mile and a half to get to her home where I found her alive but barily coherent, this beautiful child of mine I had left just a few hours earlier. We had an almost perfect day. I love her so much...
I knew she needed help beyond what I could offer her, but first we needed to make sure the children were out of the house and safe.
I never knew the pain I would feel in the next few hours, the hateful words, the grabbing, the kicking, my body hurts all over from it, I finally got her to DETOX but not without a fight, I will never forget the feeling of leaving her there. Oh My GOD how she hates me rite now. I love her so much...
I haven't heard from her today, I really didn't expect that I would, but I hoped, I prayed. Throughout the day my Beautiful innocent Granddaughter would say "I miss my Mommy" "When can we go home"
There has to be a rainbow at the end of her rainstrom. She is so beautiful. I love her...

Life's Realities


It's 12:17 a.m. & I should be sleeping, My alarm will go off at 5:00 a.m. but I can't fall asleep. So much is going through my head rite now. I am emotionally exhausted! But at the same time I feel I had a successful day.

She now knows that I know pretty much everything, I am relieved as I am sure she is. I want to be there for her, I want to help her through this process. She is such a beautiful young woman with so much potential, so much life ahead of her.

I will continue to do what I can. I know she can pull through this. This is not by any means going to be easy, I know we still have some hard falls to go through but "I Promise I will be there EVERY step of the way" I Love You...

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Once Upon A Time

My name is Debra Ann (Mares) Guevin. I was born to Gilbert & Rita Mares on what I now know to be Saturday November 16, 1963 In Raton, New Mexico. I was the 4th child out of 5.
Joyce Ann (Mares) Archuleta, Carol Ann (Mares) Archer, Gilbert Lawerence Mares, Me & My baby brother, Richard Demetro Mares.
I grew up in Trinidad, CO that is where my baby brother was born.
I went to Eckhart Elementry School in Kindergarden, 3rd & 4th Grand, I attended East Street Elementry School in 1st & 2nd grade. I attended 5ht & 6th grade at I think it was called Rice Middle School. Attended Trinidad Junior High School & Graduated in 1982 From Trinidad High School. I recieved an Associates Degree in Early Childhood Education from Trinidad State Junior College in 1984.
My parents divorced when I was I think about 8 years old. I will never forget the day he left...
When I was 10 my Mother (God rest her soul) went through as I remember a pretty intense alcohol treatment & she did it! She once recovered never took another drink in her life.
She raised the 5 of us the best she could.
I became a Mother at the age of 15, 5 days before my 16th birthday, My life was forever changed. I named my Son Edward Lawerence Mares & Oh how I loved my new baby! My song to my Son Edward...
Maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
and there it goes,
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe...
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life.
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sence of completion
And in your eyes, I see
The missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe...
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life.
A thousand Angels dance all around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life.
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life.
Savage Garden
My son will be 30 years old on November 11, 2009, he was born in 1979 in Trinidad, CO where he still lives.
The Winter of 1983 I met a young man in College & we started dating, we were married the Summer of 1984, We had our 1st Daughter Mary Virginia on Feburary 4, 1985, we had Victor John on February 18, 1986 & Karen Elizabeth on March 16, 1987.
In May 1985 we moved to Grand Junction, CO which would become the hometown for Victor & Karen. It was my 1st home away from home. Wow did I miss my family, but I was ready to start a new life. Little did I know the changes that were to come.
We divorced the Summer of 1987 it was final January, 1988.
I decided Grand Junction was now home.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

We Wish


We Wish because we need help & we're scared & we know we may be asking to much, We still wish though because sometimes they come true.