How could it have gone so wrong so fast? Sometime after midnight I got the call, Her innocent Beautiful Daughter of 4 found her half naked passed out on the bathroom floor."I'll be rite there"
It felt like infinity as I drove the mile and a half to get to her home where I found her alive but barily coherent, this beautiful child of mine I had left just a few hours earlier. We had an almost perfect day. I love her so much...
I knew she needed help beyond what I could offer her, but first we needed to make sure the children were out of the house and safe.
I never knew the pain I would feel in the next few hours, the hateful words, the grabbing, the kicking, my body hurts all over from it, I finally got her to DETOX but not without a fight, I will never forget the feeling of leaving her there. Oh My GOD how she hates me rite now. I love her so much...
I haven't heard from her today, I really didn't expect that I would, but I hoped, I prayed. Throughout the day my Beautiful innocent Granddaughter would say "I miss my Mommy" "When can we go home"
There has to be a rainbow at the end of her rainstrom. She is so beautiful. I love her...
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